Dear Linda,
I'm just writing to you.... well because I suspect you're similar to me....
& I would want to know these thoughts if you were reading a book about my
life & community. I hope I am right. I will take a chance & tell you
my thoughts. They may be a bit mixed up, so my apologies ahead of time.
As I read Hutterite Diaries, I am smiling & laughing - thinking of your
voice. Then laughing some more thinking of Elma.
Then I stop...
((Side note: I'm flying to Thompson to my "colony" to see my friends
I consider family.))
& look out the window thinking. How lucky am I to know these
ladies? Maybe not personally, but know of them through people. How lucky am I
to work on a colony?
I keep reading & I cry.
Now knowing a small snippet of the fire story; I think- how sad to lose their
brothers- but in those sad tears - there's a mix, tears of pride also... Proud
of how strong these two women that I know are.
I didn't know what Hutterites were before I moved to Portage/Oakville. Then
when I moved & began to see them In Walmart, "the" Dollarama
& in the vans.... I would wonder "what is it like?"
Never assuming, always wondering, too shy to ask.
Your book helps me. It helps me understand what I already know - we both know
it is not the exact same on Grand Colony. Of course it can't be. BUT I'm
still proud to work there & be their English teacher. Even on the most
tiring days, I drive away in my Ford... (Cause as the Grand men say - it's
the best & they know "Tully" just wants to be like them.
Ha ha!)
And I'm smiling . Smiling because I love my students - so much so I
sometimes forget they aren't my children. Ha ha. You know what I mean. Watching
"MY" students grow up & having the same kids every year is very
special & I can say with a full heart of appreciation & gratefulness,
a gift from God, I didn't know I needed.
As a young girl I remember getting angry at my mother who is now a retired
teacher...
Stomping the floor I would say vehemently "why do you call THEM your
kids, I'M your kid."
I see now, I see why she did....
I understand more AND I brag to other teachers - yeah they see their students
grow... BUT not like I will get to... I will be around to see my
"kids" marry, have babies of their own, work & become leaders
in their community. I hope before all the adult stuff I see a few graduates
along the way... But if not I will still smile every day, because of the
students I am lucky to teach - I'm lucky enough to see grow into fine young
men & women. Mothers & Fathers.
I will continue reading on my holiday to my "colony", my home away
from home. I will cherish the time I FINALLY have to read your book, which so
far is beautiful. It warms my heart --- & as I tell my students... fills
my bucket.
Part 2:
I'm reading after 3 hours of visiting my friends. Tea, cookies, chatting
& of course laughter. Knowing I should go to bed, I still wanted to read
a bit. I was just getting to the history - the stuff I need to know.
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That's where I stopped writing, because I couldn't put your book down.
I can say this though....
It brought joy to me, Linda.
Soooo much joy.
Thank you for that.
I will treasure your book always. It was bought for Ingleside (the school
where she teaches) when I was on maternity leave... & I just got to read
it at Spring Break.
I question many things, spiritually, & scientifically... I don't question
fate, & the plan.. I don't question that. Even something as simple
as reading your book at the time that I did... I needed to.
Not knowing it... But I did...
And I say I will treasure the book always because it may not be
"mine" but Ingleside (the colony school where she teaches) is my "home" even on the bad days...
I still want to get up & go "home" every day. See my
"kids". I want to teach them... Give them learning experiences, be
there for them & fill their buckets.
Because they do all of that for me.
So once again... My apologies if this letter didn't make sense... & thank
you. Thank you for writing your book.
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